Stick Horse

by M. Brett Gaffney


I find him in the garage where the rats
have worshipped his ears,
gnawed the plastic.
His tinker-ball sighs, the reins snap loose.
He is much smaller than I remember,
and dirty.

I cradle him to the trash
where his head hangs over
the worn can lip, a retired pony
in a rusting trailer stall.
I pet his snout,
sweet boy,
trace the eyes that no longer
recall the pollen caking my grandmotherā€™s
windowsill, the wet tongue of our Dalmatian
buried out backā€“I kiss his nostrils,
peppermint on my breath,
a candy cane half eaten inside the house.

 


Youā€™re the hero of this adventure, and every hero needs an antagonist. Pick an enemy:

When I am running, everyone who is not running is the enemy.
The candy boy.
My jointsā€“ankles, wrists, kneesā€¦
ā€œNo more sandwiches,ā€ heā€™d saidā€¦